It all started in a dream…I was always getting picked on in elementary school. An so I isolated myself, becoming distant from the other kids. One night, I dreamt being at school. The other kids were making fun of me and out of nowhere came this girl. I had never seen her before but I knew she was there to protect me. She was about my age, short curly blond hair (think shirley temple), wore a white robe and had tiny wings. She chased the other boys into the restroom. When she came out, she walked towards me and said that from then on everything was going to be ok. When I woke up, I questioned what had just happened. “Was that my guardian angel?” I wondered. As I got older, the memory of this dream had faded.
When I got older, about 21, I learned about spirit guides. I began reading Seth Speaks (by far the most influential book of my life). As I read this book, my life began to change dramatically. I began to understand why things happened the way they happened and about our perception of time, reality, and life in general. I became interested in meeting my own guide. I found a meditation by Sylvia Browne on CD. At the time, I was a big fan of hers. Her guided meditation allowed me to meet my spirit guide in such a beautiful way. I remember, in my head, walking up a green hill. On top was this cabin and out of the shadows came a figure. I remember thinking, “Well since I’m a guy my guide is most likely one too”. But as the figure started to take form, I saw a woman standing in front of me. I remember this part VERY clearly. She had wavy blond hair down to her shoulders, was wearing a white robe, and had a big smile on her face. It was an extremely exciting moment. I then asked her for her name. I didn’t hear her but I distinctly saw her mouth the name, “Samantha.”
I couldn’t believe it. It was so intense; I woke from the meditation sobbing. Literally sobbing and shaking. I had never felt so much love and joy and peace in my life. I later read that it was my body’s reaction to my vibration reaching a higher level. After this experience, my spiritual life completely and utter changed. I began having experiences through meditations in which I would come out of my body and as I was being sucked back in I would see my angels and blurry figures and Sam surround me. This happened right before I woke up from dreams too. It’s a beautiful feeling, whether or not people believe it to be true. Meditation leaves you feeling infinite.
It wasn’t till about a year or two later that I had remembered my dream. The one in which Sam came to me as a little girl to protect me from the bullies.
My connection with my guide has greatly increased since then. Though, I do get caught up in the physical, I am always speaking to Samantha and she is always there listening and putting things in great perspective for me. My favorite moments are the ones in which I say, “Wow, I’ve never thought of it that way.” That in itself is confirmation for me.
Asked by walkingtheplanes
Well, I started channeling Samantha a few years back. I want to say 2007 maybe. Around the time my grandmother had passed away. It’s nothing I was born doing, but it was something that seemed natural. I grew up in a very open minded home. I’ve read books on religions, magick, tarot, psychics, etc. One of the few things I’ve fully pursued has been channeling and working with Spirit.
I hope I made a few things clear, lol. I know it’s a rather short answer to 4 questions. (kinda short on time this week.) But I’ll post my first experience with Sam in detail later today.
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